I thought I was over this...

Just when I thought I was over the whole keep breastfeeding or not thing, I just had to see a woman at work with this:

-don't worry it's mine, not hers-



It's the exact same breast pump as mine. So guess who's back into a shame spiral full-force again. So much so that I have the breast pump with me and I'm attempting to "relactate" (yep, it's a word, I googled it). God help me, I can't let this go.


*UPDATE*
I'm letting it go....